deja vu'

Main Entry:
Pronunciation: "dA-"zh�-'v�, -'v[ue]
Function: noun
Etymology: French, adjective, literally, already seen
1 a : the illusion of remembering scenes and events when experienced for the first time b : a feeling that one has seen or heard something before
2 : something overly or unpleasantly familiar

I'm reliving this portion of the Krista Pattern over and over again.  Reminds me of the movie

Ground Hog Day.

Monday
Lunch w/ girls - chugging away on Krista
Evening - find a mistake; frog 3 - 6 rows, re-knit.
Tuesday
Lunch w/ girls - chugging away on Krista
Evening - find a mistake; frog 3 - 6 rows, re-knit.
Wednesday
Lunch w/ girls - chugging away on Krista
Evening - find a mistake; frog 3 - 6 rows, re-knit.

Anyone see a pattern here? I replay the lunch conversation in my mind nightly; I can't remember anything that may have cause my attention to wavier from Krista. Is she a jealous sweater? Will I have to hideout in my cubicle so Krista can feel all the love while at work? I'm frazzled, she's not a difficult knit; easy pattern; repetitive; memorized instantly. Could she think I'm taking her for granted?

Krista, my love, I solemnly vow you will have my undivided attention from this day forward. I shan't participate in evil gossip with the girls at lunch; nor shall I attempt to run out and pick-up lunch taking precious moments from our time together. You are the one, the only one.